Dreams are complicated. Forever will it remain a mystery how an individual discovers their dream or doesn't, and what prompts that same individual to squelch it or to follow it. Reminds me of the song in Tangled..."I've got a dream." The dreams they sang of were so different! A person may carry a dream for years without affecting anyone. But a PURSUED dream translates to changed lives, discomfort perhaps, a sense of adventure, flexibility, and unfamiliar surroundings.
Our lives have taken a complete 180 since this time last year. What a difference a year can bring! In
May 2010, we took a motorcycle trip, stayed in our RV on our land, and soaked in the Pagosa Hot Springs for our 7th anniversary.
This May, we sold our house, RV, and Jeep commander, paid off the Honda civic, sat through Chad's kindergarten graduation, said good-bye to friends and family, moved to California, and celebrated our 8th anniversary eating sushi on an hour-long date. In
June 2010, we went to my cousin's wedding in OKC, then vacationed in Branson. I also left The Children's Hospital Neuroscience Institute and began working at Swedish Medical Center in the trauma/neuro ICU.
This June, I'm enjoying a summer of being a stay-at-home-mom (whatever that means...we've been out-n-about more than home;-), unpacking the last few boxes in our quaint ranch-style rental house on Sunset Drive, taking a refresher chemistry course, lining up grad loans, and buying books... Jonathan is working from home and, I think, prefers walking down the hall over driving an hour in bad construction traffic.
For you see, my dream is nurse anesthesia. And just simply to be accepted into school required that I return to the ICU, get my certification (CCRN), take a masters stats course, become completely debt-free, take a leadership position in my field, and endure several intense interviews. Last January, I wrote a post on how disappointed I was that I did not get into school, knowing I had a lot to do before trying again. I did not realize at that point that the timing was still not right. Jonathan and I were continuing to heal and move forward from some stuff in Jon's past, and could not have focused wholeheartedly on school. This February, I got my acceptance letter listing Arrowhead Medical Center in CA as my didactic and clinical site. NOT Denver. I had 2 weeks to let the school know. With much thought and prayer and research, my incredible husband decided to take on the adventure, and requested he be able to work from home...
And here we are...in sunny Redlands, California! I start nurse anesthesia school in August and will graduate in December 2013. To make it seem more real, my California RN license came in the mail yesterday. Sometimes, I stop and think, "What the hell am I doing?" or "it's not too late to back out, is it?" I am excited, uncomfortable, more than a little unsure of myself, but glad about the direction. God is by my side, along with my husband and kids. Let's do this!!!